The Speed of Pain. The Power of Pleasure. The Martyr is Cloven

Today sucked... the only good part was talking to Patch...lol... More and more i think Decadent soceity is becoming more and more llike it was in the late 1800's... i mean indulgance in soceity is so prominant, its unbelieveable. Its just its becomeing more and more popular... but thats what it did before. Odd, i need to read the book of law... it seems like such a good book... hmmm well i have taken tests, talking to Bree, Patch left so i cant talk to her for now... i dunno... i am hungry i think... blarg... oh well... i wonder...farwell...

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I'd never thought i'd sacrifice this much for you...

Well, today was okay i really like the morning though... it was the best morning i have had in a long time if not the best. Well *plays with spring and straw* i wonder when we are practicing again... hmmm... Today sucked... Make note not to travel in the sun... grr... it was horrible... never even got to see me bestest person in the world though *hangs head*... Maybe soon... well umm i actually slept today too... hehehe...well time to stay online til god knows when, chatting... well i cant think of anything to say... bi bi

Love/Tragedy

well today was a bad turn out....i was home all day, and no one i wanted to see came by... thats okay i suppose, nothing to do hear anyways... ah well nothing goes my way, when i want it... only chance ushers it in. Well i guess thats not all true, i get what i want if it doesnt matter that much. Its when i really want something it never happens... Well i did go out tonight i had a wonderfully miserable time. Icky. We went to the Break and it was so stupid there i couldnt believe it. Hmmm all i am doing is bitching what happened good...? you know nothing really, well i will keep my bitching to myself, Farewell

Take your hatred out on me....

Well today was a rather boring day thus far... i miss my pillow...Bree has yet to come online or come back cuz she is set to away... I havent even went to sleep yet today... grrr... oh well i wonder if Patch can give me that ride tomorrow, i sorta hope so, i told her i would pay her for the gas. I have been really bored, but i wonder why i have been really interested, almost obsessedwith Manson latly... i mena i listen to Antichrist all the time now... eh... oh well
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Why does Life live in Irony...

Why the Fuck am i up already again? i have been up playing Vampire The Masquerade: Redemption for about an hour... jesus is fucking christ... sleep for two hours and wake up... fuck... hmm... Well today's a new day... i dont wanna see anyone today except maybe the Lawn Elf. Thats about it.... boring.... oh well so am i... lol... having conversation with myself in my own journal... now you know its bad..... all these are just a repost...but yeah bi bi<tr><td></td><td>Take The Goth Type Test See which Greek Goddess you are.Go Faeries!!Take the What Faery Are You? Quiz!This quiz was made by liaGo Faeries!!Take the What Faery Are You? Quiz!This quiz was made by lia</a>What Egyptian Deity are you? go to:the quiz!Once again proving Texas breeds psychopaths.Find out How would you die in a horror movie?Which era in time are you? Your magical style is Dark. What type of Magic do you work?. Take the Magical Style Quiz by Paradox You are a vampire. What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz by Paradox What Type of Villain are You?mutedfaith.com / <º>Which Piercing are you? Take the Whatanimal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz Which tarot card are you?you're velvet goldmine. you're sparkly and beautiful, and possibly from another world.take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the

Thoughts for Food

Fill this out about me!>>**BUT FIRST** Send a blank copy to all of your friends (including me) so>they can fill it out about you! Got it??>>BE HONEST!!!>>**AM I??**>>ugly? Fuck no.>>kind? Oh so kind.>>quiet? No. (Wich is very good. I don't like to be the one talking all the time.)>>loud? No. >>shy? Just the right amount. I don't like people that are too straight forward.>>selfish? Not at all.>>crazy? Just the way I like it. I'm crazy too.>>cute? *blushes* Very.>>pretty? Very.>>nice? Extremely.>>mean? Not at all.>>immature? Nope.>>rude? Not in the least bit.>>cool? *giggle* yep>>stupid? No. That was a stupid question.>>caring? Very much so. >>mature? Yes. Wich is a very good thing.>>a friend? A very good one at that.>>more than a friend? I wish.>>talkative? Just as much as you should be. Even though you need to talk a bit more.>>boring? Nope. >>beautiful? Very.>>creative? Very. Creativity is very good.>>smart? Yes yes.>>a jerk? Nope.>>flirt? No.>>whore? Nope.>>a psycho? Only in the good way.>>confusing? Not at all.>>sweet? Very.>>attractive? Fuck yea.>>annoying? Nope.>>funny? Way too funny. You make myface hurt. That's a good thing though.>>laid back? Yes.>>perfect? I don't know yet.>>**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**>>1. What is my phone #?: 602.943.0372>>2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?: Marriageis bad. But maybe.>>(b) If u do..who do u think -- I'll marry?: Someone really sexy>>>4. Who is my best friend?: You never told me. >>5. Where did we meet?: Online. But I first saw you at Bella Morte.>>6.Have you ever had a dream about me?: Plenty.>>7. If you could change one thing about me what would it be? I don't know yet.>>8. Describe me in 3-5 words: sexy mutha fuckin' bitch. LoL>>9. Do u think I'm a virgin?: No>>10. If u could tell me one last thing what would it be?: I'm dying, can you please feed my cats?>>11. If u could ask me anything. what would it be?: **PERSONAL: Oh my. Hrmm. I don't really know. It might come up some day.>>1. I am the :best: person you know:>>2. Would u kiss me?: In a heartbeat.>>3. Do you want to be my bf/gf ?: Maybe someday. But yes.>>4. Do u ever think about me off-line?: Too much it scares me.>>5. Would you ever ask me out?: Yes.>>6. a) Have you ever had a crush on me?: yes b) Do you still?:yes>>**EVERYBODY**>>Do u wish we were closer?: yes.>>State here your completely honest opinion of me:You are a very kind person. And I haven't laughed or smiled this much in a very long time. I'm glad to have you around. And I'd like to get to know you better. Now it's time for me to hide. *blushes and runs for cover*The Fatuous Bat, PatchHast du dich im Spiegel gesehen?http://www.angelfire.com/ego2/diekkhttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/DieKK/http://mp3.com/DieKrankenKatzchenHehehehe.... i like this one....

Thoughts for Food

Fill this out about me!>>**BUT FIRST** Send a blank copy to all of your friends (including me) so>they can fill it out about you! Got it??>>BE HONEST!!!>>**AM I??**>>ugly? Fuck no.>>kind? Oh so kind.>>quiet? No. (Wich is very good. I don't like to be the one talking all the time.)>>loud? No. >>shy? Just the right amount. I don't like people that are too straight forward.>>selfish? Not at all.>>crazy? Just the way I like it. I'm crazy too.>>cute? *blushes* Very.>>pretty? Very.>>nice? Extremely.>>mean? Not at all.>>immature? Nope.>>rude? Not in the least bit.>>cool? *giggle* yep>>stupid? No. That was a stupid question.>>caring? Very much so. >>mature? Yes. Wich is a very good thing.>>a friend? A very good one at that.>>more than a friend? I wish.>>talkative? Just as much as you should be. Even though you need to talk a bit more.>>boring? Nope. >>beautiful? Very.>>creative? Very. Creativity is very good.>>smart? Yes yes.>>a jerk? Nope.>>flirt? No.>>whore? Nope.>>a psycho? Only in the good way.>>confusing? Not at all.>>sweet? Very.>>attractive? Fuck yea.>>annoying? Nope.>>funny? Way too funny. You make myface hurt. That's a good thing though.>>laid back? Yes.>>perfect? I don't know yet.>>**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**>>1. What is my phone #?: 602.943.0372>>2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?: Marriageis bad. But maybe.>>(b) If u do..who do u think -- I'll marry?: Someone really sexy>>>4. Who is my best friend?: You never told me. >>5. Where did we meet?: Online. But I first saw you at Bella Morte.>>6.Have you ever had a dream about me?: Plenty.>>7. If you could change one thing about me what would it be? I don't know yet.>>8. Describe me in 3-5 words: sexy mutha fuckin' bitch. LoL>>9. Do u think I'm a virgin?: No>>10. If u could tell me one last thing what would it be?: I'm dying, can you please feed my cats?>>11. If u could ask me anything. what would it be?: **PERSONAL: Oh my. Hrmm. I don't really know. It might come up some day.>>1. I am the :best: person you know:>>2. Would u kiss me?: In a heartbeat.>>3. Do you want to be my bf/gf ?: Maybe someday. But yes.>>4. Do u ever think about me off-line?: Too much it scares me.>>5. Would you ever ask me out?: Yes.>>6. a) Have you ever had a crush on me?: yes b) Do you still?:yes>>**EVERYBODY**>>Do u wish we were closer?: yes.>>State here your completely honest opinion of me:You are a very kind person. And I haven't laughed or smiled this much in a very long time. I'm glad to have you around. And I'd like to get to know you better. Now it's time for me to hide. *blushes and runs for cover*The Fatuous Bat, PatchHast du dich im Spiegel gesehen?http://www.angelfire.com/ego2/diekkhttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/DieKK/http://mp3.com/DieKrankenKatzchenHehehehe.... i like this one....

The subject is all thats important, not the matter...

Well i am talking to Patch right now, so thus i am happy...hehehe... well i am a little dissapointed i didnt get to see her and watch a movie with me pillow... oh well maybe tomorrow... hehehe... hmm... We might go to see my sister Sunday, that would be Dandy. Well i broke up with Alisha today... icky, she still wants me to fuck her, even though i am now totally void of any feeling of that sort towards her. Well Bree is talking about Duct Tape and i have nothing else to write right now....bi bi for now

Too young to Go, Too old to play....

well today i was supposed to call Patch, but her phone doesnt accept calls now... *sob sob* oh well i took new pics today... Talked to Bree today, hmmm....nothing too special... oh well nothing more to write...

Die Kranken Katzchen

Well, yesterday was good, i officially joined a band... It was funny on my friends reactions...LOL... they acted surprised for the most part...Oh well. So lets see, i have been very bored. The most excitement i got was talking to Bree, and Patch... Well, I am reading a Grand book at the moment, its Dissecting Marilyn Manson. I love it a lot, i must confess. I am really excited about Die Kranken Katzchen (http://www.angelfire.com/ego2/diekk/home.html) though... I am finally in a band...hehehe... oh well... lets see... I found another Great band today, Self Injury Inc... everyone needs to check him out as well.... hmm... well i feel a tad sick today, but oh well... whom cares, right? Well thats all i have to write at the moment... bi bi