Beauty is only Soul Deep

well today i looked REALLY pretty, i will take a pic later... but i had no one to look pretty for... oh well maybe some day soon i will... "...Take me how i am, cuz you know i will never change...If i make it up to that big show in the sky. All i really want, is my Tv and You. It's all i need, it's all i ever needed, til the world is gone..." -VAST... sorry... umm... well i have nothing really to say... umm... bi bi...

Desolation.....

Emptiness....

Waiting For Everything, While Hardly Surviving On Nothing...

i am very bored, but hey whats new? So, i am a tad bit excitied that Patch comes home today! thats about all i have to look forward too... sad sorta...lol... oh well i enjoy it, apparently... well thats all i guess... night night

Cannibalism, Vegetarian... Hey, food is food right?

HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well lets see the highlight of my day is that i talked to Patch... i was so happy when i talked to her... its funny, i had the worst headache in the world, and i was happy... hmmm... i got new pants today! Finally...they are grand, i also got a new cd too! Its really good (and cheap). Its New Dark Noise... well... I am still a little sick, but oh well. Shit happens, right? I really dont feel Like writing now, so i will add the results from my sexual persona test... Cloven, your Sexual Persona is Omega. Did you know?As an Omega, your sexual energy is so powerful, it might be challenging for you to gauge the sexual energy of others.But that's just scratching the surface. Understand the intimate details of your sexual personality

The word of the day is... Blarg!!

Well i came home early today, i felt sick... blah... oh well... now thta i think about it i dont have anything to write...

Departure unwelcome, Arrival is Dandy

These next three days i will have little to do... *sob sob*... well, i guess i will sleep during the day now, instead of waiting. Well my nails on my left hand are all silver now... i dunno, just decided to do em that color. Well... hmm i dislike the fact that i have school still... i wish i could be out more often, i could drop out, but i really see no point in doing it my senior year... that would mean i wasted 3 and a half years at this point... oh well... maybe i shall sleep a tad easier tonight... i dunno, last noght was hard to sleep... Well... apparently there was a body mod show on TLC today that i havent seen, and since i get shows 3 hours in advance i missed it... *sob sob* ... Tomorrow is Ozzfest... i am so excited that i am not go9ing...lol...i wished i went to the European leg of the tour... they had Tool and Cradle as well as others...well i cant think of anything wlse at all so yeah... umm... bi bi...

living without has its drawbacks...

Well i was going to go shopping, but i couldnt... sob sob... oh well... sorta... but i dunno... i want the "world" that is of the moemnt out of reach... had my platforms not died...oh well.. hmm i think i will go to sleep... blah...